No, what I mean to say is that I think I'm calling my friendship off with someone.
Well, no. It's not about her. It's about me. I'm getting too proud, selfish, and conceited. I mean, who am I, right? For all I know, I'm just a speck of dust in the earth's atmosphere. I even consider myself worthless.
It's just that I don't want her to get too close to a borderline depressive girl. I don't want to make her life miserable. I just, I guess, love her so much that I want her to go away from me, or for me to go away from her.
I already sent her a message via Skype stating that I'm calling our friendship off, or in my terms, breaking the mirror.
You see guys, I sort of see friendship as a mirror.
You can see yourself within the other person, like a reflection.
I've broken a lot of mirrors before guys, and everytime I do such, I regret it so bad.
But I've always thought that it was for their own good.
They deserve to be with others who will not drag them down.
They don't need me.
Oh well. All of the friendships I've established seem to be built on weak foundations anyways. It's bound to crumble, one way or another.
Bye guys. I have to go. My dad is calling me.
Sta.sh
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saw the journal and messaged you.
